I am celebrating my day with you. :)



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my birthday dinner
Dec. 18, Saturday
my place
9pm onwards

see you! :D


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love,
jarjar

*kiss*





-lull-


a serene smile
complements
her sad pair of eyes

loud voice
conceals
her real fears

toughness in aura
makes up for
her weaknesses

the sound of laughter
fends
for her misery

slowly she walks away
far from the the big picture

self defining moments
all start flooding back
of the 12 months past

consuming
reminiscing

as she celebrates her natal day

- graveyard zombie
12/5/2004

Thursday Dec 2, 2004

Mike and I were going to Shangrila to buy a gift from the bridal registry at Rustan's. I suggested to my other office friends that they should get gifts from the Rustan's Bridal Registry as well.

A guy friend from CS Gen called me from my station the same day and told me that he still hasn't finished his work and his girlfriend was outside and if its okay that I talk to her for a while since I got to know her through him. Since I was on break that time, I agreed.

My guy friend from CS Gen then finally finished up with his work and went out of the production area. They told me that they were also going to Shang mall to pick out a gift for Jules' wedding and might as well join us later.

Our shift finally ended and I sent the guy friend and his GF a text message "Name of guy/Name of GF, we are going to Shang already"

The guy then sent a text message back and told us to meet him at the 5th floor parking so that we can all go together. We went to Shang, picked out gifts then finally parted ways.

Mike went to Marks & Spencer and I went to Crossing Dept Store to find a formal bag. A few minutes later while I was finishing up with my shopping, i received text messages from 3 separate phone numbers, all the phone numbers were from Smart.

Here are the text messages:

Are you out of your mind? Sa panahon ngayon magpapasundo ka pa sa Shang?

Hayop ka tarantado ka hahabulin kita kahit saang parte ng mundo pag may nangyari sa anak ko gago ulol

Putang ina mo nasan kayo ng anak ko hayop ka, wag mong sabihing di kita kilala pinapaimbestigahan na kita tarantado ka papatayin kita

I was then alarmed after receving these messages then my phone rang and it was one of the numbers.
I then realized that it was the parents of the GF of my guy friend from CS Gen.

They were cursing at me telling me that they would kill me and they were telling me all sorts of threats, some of the words were really words that I never heard before. Puro pagmumura. After they finished bathing me with all sorts of cuss words, they asked me "Kilala mo ba si , putang ina mo ikaw ba bugaw nila?" I told them that I knew the girl but I am not with her and what's up with all the cursing?

The father told me "Hayop ka magsalita ka ibigay mo ang telepono sa lalakeng yan, magpakalalake kamo sya magpakita sya samen hinde kung san san nya pinapapunta anak ko tarantado ka hayop" while the father was saying such the mother was cursing at the background and grabbed the phone away from the father then again cursed at me. She asked me what my full name was and where I worked. Then apparently she told me that she knew her daughter was seeing someone behind her back and that she never saw or met the guy. I hung up. I don't want to be caught in this mess.

No one called me after that but I still got the text messages saying "Magpakita ka, magpakalalake ka hayop" and all the tagalog cuss words that came along with that.

I called up my guy friend and asked him "Alam ba kila na kayo?" he paused for a long moment then said "Ah eh hinde eh" Then I said so you mean to say "Kahit pangalan mo di nila alam?" He didn't answer my question and instead said "Ano ang mga sinabi mo Hazel?" then I said "Yung tumawag nagmumura ng tuloy tuloy so pano ako makakapagsalita?" then he said "Wag mong sagutin ang mga tawag at text nila ha" I said "Hinde talaga!"

Later on I received a text message from my guy friend "Hazel dont answer any calls from them or any text messages from them because you might do more damage than good"
I was furious. Sent this text message back "How dare you say such things to me and accuse me of such. If you had been honest about your relationship in the first place then I would have been more cautious in texting your GF"

He texted back "Sana kse tinanong mo muna saken kung okay na text mo yung number nya bago ka nag text" - how the hell was I supposed to know that??? his GF and I have been texting each other since we met.
I texted back "Hinde ikaw ynug minura mura ha. Common sense lang, sa tingin mo ba mag bibigay ako information sa taong minura mura nako hanggang buto?" It was already 3pm and I couldnt sleep because I can still hear the voices of the GF's parents resonating in my ear. No one ever said words like that to me in my entire life. I was shaking...

Last text I sent was this "If you had told us the truth before we could have been more cautious and this could have been prevented. You told me before that her parents knew you but both of you were restricted from seeing each other because the girl was taking up her 2nd college course. Duwag ka ba? If your intentions are sincere then you should have shown yourself to her parents. Isa kang duwag. We are already adults here. Ano kayo highschool? Nagtatago parati?"

He then texted me back and this drove in the final nail "If you are so smart as you say you are then you would understand why I didn't tell you" - I was saying silently in my head "BULLSHIT"

This is already the 2nd time that I got in trouble for this guy friend of mine. I don't think he is even worth being my friend. I didn't send him text messages anymore. He has been lying in between his teeth ever since. I am erasing him and his GF off my life. He will be treated civilly. I will only talk to him if its work related. Aside from that, nothing else. I'm fed up with all his lies.

Muntik ko na post name nya sa sobrang galit ko pero tanungin nyo nalang ako kung sino if u want to know. Salamat sa blog, I feel much better.